On Christmas day I removed my final Fentanyl patch today is third day without it and it is a whorl wind dealing with the withdrawal symptoms, sick to my stomach, can’t sleep, and I am restless and don’t know what to do with myself. Each day it gets a little better no matter what there is no way I am putting on another Fentanyl patch. If you look up Fentanyl up on the Internet there are horror stories about people trying and not being able to get off it. I will make it. I have Vicodin to get me over the hump while I get over the withdrawal symptoms from the Fentanyl I hope a week does but how ever long it takes I will make it. A full night sleep would be nice, I am not sure the last time I slept all night, you can be sure that is one thing I look forward to.
I am starting to try food out a few bites of scrambled eggs, pudding; eating food is the next challenge.
My tongue, throat and mouth still hurt not like it did but it still hurts. It is still the effects of the radiation and it has been 3 weeks since I had radiation. Dr. Kwan my radiation oncologist told Patty and me it could take two months to recover from the radiation effects. I certainly hope not. I wish there was a way to speed up the process.
The next steps are follow-up visits to the doctors in January. Back to work on February 2nd which I can not wait for. Sometime in late February or March I will have a PET scan and that will tell the story if I am cancer free. If anything shows up on the Scan I will have surgery to remove it if it is clear then just regular follow-ups. Thinking about this is just a little too much for me right now so I will wait until the time comes.
Happy New Year to all of you and your families, God bless you all I hope 2009 is a healthy and healing year for all of us.
I for one will continue to Fight On!
Love Michael
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